Life.Purpose.Me

I want to learn to appreciate this gift given to me, Life
I want to see the beauty in the small things
To fill this void that exists not with sweet nothings
But  with realities independent of the present
Realities Pregnant with possibility
Bound to happen despite weakness
For the mere fact that inheritance is never  really earned
SO, I want to live my right
I want to love life for real
Knowing that where I am is okay cause He is more than able to take me there
To places where like the last piece of the puzzle I am anticipated
And my presence makes all the difference cause only a moment ago,
There was a need.

I guess I am searching for purpose
The Driving force enabling me to cherish every breath
And finally understand the truth that indeed life is a gift
And not just a path in which we learn to observe and battle envy
Never really sinking but not quite swimming
Convincing ourselves our time is yet to come
Though the strokes get harder by the minute
I’m just saying I want to live the life i was born for
Shine bright like this star on my forehead
Sigh in relief that this heart never lied
When  it first perceived that I too was a gift
Accounted For
Wrapped up in time
Delivered in Seasons for a reason
So am i wrong if I’m still looking
For a reason to fight
Cause truth be told, sometimes I see it all go down the drain
And a part of me wonders what there is to rescue

So here I am hoping
I am hoping for my dreams to come alive
To be filled with colors and depth, sounds and vibrations
that speak LIFE and stain my very existence with hope
Hope in the Future
Hope that the best is yet to come
Hope that even my imagination cannot fathom
Giving me the faith the take a step ahead
Towards the Evidence of that which i am yet to see.

~Emamorphosis
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